CrAzYnEsS iS tHe KeY wOrD

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 20:47:53 GMT

Well today kinda sucks cuz I'm leaving at midnight to go to California and wont be back till like next Wednesday...so ya that really sucks...I'm gonna miss Brendan so much and we will be going out for 2 months and i wont even behere...so ya...Jess is moving at the end of July so that really sucks and I don't want her to leave but because she's a loser she's moving Simcoe...Well, well...ONLY LOSERS GO TO SIMCOE...YOU LOSER!!...Ok well i am kinda glad I am leaving to get wawy from certain people but I;m definatly gonna miss Jess and Brendan the most...I can't wait till I get back....

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 22:38:39 GMT

m u s i c

using band names, spell out your name:

Slipnot
Autopilot Off
Rammstien
Alexisonfire
Hatebreed

have you ever had a song written about you? yes...
what song makes you cry? Amazing Grace
what song makes you happy? Bohemian Rhapsody

height: 5' 1"
hair color: Red-ish..
skin color: White...but I have a sunburn so I'm red too
eye color: Hezel
piercings: Ears x2,Industrial, Belly Button
tattoos: None...but I will in September....

r i g h t n o w

what color pants are you wearing?: Black
pants : jeans-ish
what song are you listening to?: Corey Heart - Sunglasses at Night
what taste is in your mouth? Gum

d o y o u

get motion sickness?: nope...
have a bad habit?: yup...
get along with your parents?: st times...
like to drive?: yup...

f a v o r i t e s

book: Fall on your Kness...and Hawks Harbour and The Outsiders
non-alcoholic drink: Sunny D...
alcoholic drink: VEX...Malibu
thing to do on the weekend: Hang Out with friends and miss Brendan

h a v e y o u

broken the law: yupperz...
ran away from home:Yupperz
snuck out of the house: Yupperzz
ever gone skinny dipping: Yup...
made a prank phone call: Yup...
skipped school before: Yup..
been in a school play: Yup...

l o v e

Boy/Girlfriend: YES!!!
sexuality: Bi...
children: None....yet...:D
current crush:Brendan...My Awsomest Boyfriend EVER!!
been in love: Yup...
had a hard time getting over someone: Yup...
been hurt: Yup...
your greatest regret: Breaking Brendan's Heart the first 3 times...other then that........NOTHING!!....LIFE'S TO SHORT TO HAVE REGRETS!!!

r a n d o m

your cd player has in it right now: Marylin Manson
what makes you happy: Brendan, friends, music...etc..

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t

time you cried: Last Night...
you got e-mail: Today..
thing you purchased: Transmission flued...

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n

abortion: ...........................
teenage smoking? it's their choice...
spice girls: They kicked ass!!
dreams: .........

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE..
x. gum: Dentine Ice...the kind Brendan buys...
x. restaurant: East Side Marios, Applebees
x. drink: Sunny D.....
x. season: Summer....and Win ter for Skiing...:D
x. type of weather: The Rain or Snow...
x. emotion: Happines-ishness....
x. thing to do on a day off: Sleep...chill with friends....VEG!!
x. late-night activity: Sleep....
x. city: Cambridge...I guess...
x. store: Don't Have One...

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU..
x. cried: Last Night....
x. played a sport: ummmm......
x. laughed: 2 min ago....
x. hugged someone: Yesterday....
x. kissed someone: Yesterday....
x. felt depressed: Today...
x. felt elated: in english that is...what again??
x. felt overworked:ummm.....
x. faked sick: ummm....few days ago
x. lied: Yesterday....

WHAT WAS THE LAST..
x. word you said: "Leave Me alone"
x. thing you ate: Pizza
x. song you listened to: Stay's Mom - Fountains of Wayne
x. thing you drank: Rootbeer
x. place you went to: Shoppers
x. movie you saw: in theatre...Mr. and Mrs Smith...Not in Theatre...Princess Diaries 2
x. movie you rented: Napolien Dynamite...lol...Brendan...
x. concert you attended: GREENDAY!!!

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU..
x. hugged: Brendan
x. cried over: Brendan
x. kissed: Brendan
x. danced with: Brendan
x. had a sleepover with: ummmmmm.........Jess...wow that was a long time ago
x. called: Jess
x. went to a movie with:My Dad
x. saw: My Dad
x. were angry with: My Dad
x. couldn't take your eyes off of: This Harley that I saw...it was pretty sweet!!...Shut up Brendan....lol...
x. obsessed over: Iunno.....

HAVE YOU EVER..
x. danced in the rain: Yup...
x. kissed someone: Yup...
x. slept around: Nope...
x. partied 'til the sun came up: Yup...
x. had a movie marathon: Yup...

I have....
[x] been drunk.
[] done ecstasy.
[] done coke.
[] done heroin.
[] done LSD.
[] done prescription drugs for recreational purposes.
[] huffed air-duster.
[] been to a rave.
[] been to a real party. (at least 30 people and more than one type of drug there)
[x] kissed someone.
[x] rode a taxi.
[x] jumped a ramp with a bike.
[x] been dumped.
[x] been used.
[x] shoplifted.
[x] ran from the cops.
[x] been in a room of your school that you could get suspended for being in
[x] been fired.
[x] been kicked out of a movie theater.
[x] snuck into a movie.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[x] got hit by a car.
[x] fired a real gun.
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[x] been arrested.
[x] gone in a mosh pit.
[x] stolen something from your school.
[] celebrated new years in times square.
[x] gone on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[] had a crush on a teacher.
[] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[x] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] gone ice skating.
[] cheated on a bf/gf.
[x] been cheated on.
[] had your tonsils out.
[] been exposed to laughing gas.
[x] had a car.
[x] driven a car.
[] Totaled a car.

Do you...
[x] feel loved.
[sometimes] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[(sometimes)] hate yourself.
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x] sing along with your music.
[x] dance around the house in your underwear.
[] listen to Hawaiian Music.
[x]listen to underground hip hop.
[x (every once and a while)] listen to rap.
[x] listen to classic rock.
[x] listen to new rock.
[x] listen to country.
[] listen to reggae.
[x] listen to techno.
[x] listen to hardcore punk.
[x] listen to pop.
[] listen to r&b.
[] listen to jazz.
[]listen to crooners.
[x] listen to bands that can't be put into a category.
[x] have hobbies.
[x]skateboard.
[] do aggressive inline.
[I tried...] snowboard.
[x] ski.
[x] surf.
[] skim board.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[sometimes] get good grades.
[x] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers
[x] wear boxers
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[xxxxxx] like the color pink.
[x] like the color red
[x] like the color green
[x] like the color black
[x] like the color purple
[x] like neon colors
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[] have long hair.
[xx] have short hair.
[]have a laptop.
[]have a pager.

Are you...
[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[] bilingual.
[] Hawaiian.
[] blonde
[] a brunette
[x] a redhead
[] a darkhead
[] Samoan.
[] Filipino.
[] Korean.
[] British.
[x] Canadian.
[x] Caucasian.
[] Italian
[] black.
[] Inuit
[] Mexican.
[] Asian.
[] a Christian
[] a Muslim
[] a Jew
[] a Hindu
[] a scientologist
[x] an atheist
[] satanist
[x] short.
[] tall
[] just right
[x] realistic
[i have been called one] an emo kid
[] sick
[x] mad
[x] lazy.
[x] talking to someone.
[] IMing someone.
[No reason to be...except Brendan..] scared to die.
[] buzzed
[] high
[] caffeinated
[x] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[] on the phone.
[] in your room.
[] drinking something.
[] eating something.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.

Sat, 21 May 2005 20:41:56 GMT

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Sun, 01 May 2005 18:50:10 GMT

well now that boredom has corrupted my soul...I worked all weeked and yesterday I did an 11 hour shift. I was talkin to trhis guy at work named Corey [not my ex] who said thay Corey [my ex] was going to ask me back out again... That would make me so happy...but I don't know if he actully is or not...i really really hope he does... YAY!! GREEN DAY AND MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE CONCERT ON WED. YAY!! Then I go to Clevland on Friday... I'm gonna see if Corey will sit with me on the bus even though i'm probaly just gonna sleep... Ugh I think I'm getting sick...my throat really hurts and such...ugh...so tired...ugh I have to work tomorrow and tuesday to and then I am off the rest of the week.... O.M.G....Someone at work today didn't know where Clevland was and I told her it was in Ohio and she was like where's Ohio...OMG I WORK WITH IDIOTS!! Some lady from my church came through drive through yesterday and was talkin to me and she was like see you at church tomorrow and I was like no you wont and told her to drive foward and then I shut the window...HEHE...REVENGE AGAINST THE BIBLE THUMPERS!!....ugh so tired...can't.wait. till. wed. and . weekend.

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 22:41:26 GMT

ugh...Everything is so effing complicated!! I hate this...no matter what I do I end up hurting someone...Ugh!!

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 00:01:47 GMT

Ok, well since this thing is gay I can't bold so I'll put [x] beside them when you get them right...

1. pick twenty musicians
2. post them and see who can guess which song of each musician's is your favorite
3. once someone guesses right, bold that row and include your favorite song

[ ] AC/DC
[x] My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay(I Promise)
[ ] Green Day
[ ] Nirvana
[ ] Rammestien
[ ] Marylin Manson
[ ] Blind Melon
[x] Simple Plan - Perfect
[ ] Def Leppard
[ ] Queen
[ ] Sublime
[ ] Pennywise
[ ] Metallica
[ ] CKY
[ ] Ozzy
[ ] Collective Soul
[ ] The Offspring
[ ] Meat Loaf
[ ] Poison
[ ] Kittie

Ok well I don't know how many of these you'll get but have fun and good luck....

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 21:20:09 GMT

My Heart Hurts </3...................I MISS HIM :(

I stole this from James...who stole it from someone else...

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 00:04:58 GMT

[x]01. I miss somebody right now
[x]02. I don`t watch much TV these days
[x]03. I love olives
[x]04. I love sleeping
[ ]05. I own lots of books
[x]06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
[ ]07. I love to play video games
[x]08. Friends and Family are what matters
[x]09. I love the colour pink
[ ]10. I have been in a threesome
[ ]11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
[x]12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
[ ]13. I like and respect Al Sharpton
[x]14. I curse frequently in my head
[x]15. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
[x]16. I have a hobby
[ ]17. I`ve been told I can suck the chromes off a trailer hitch (Buhaha! That's funny!)
[x]18. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me (& a safty pin)
[ ]19. I`m really, really smart
[ ]20. I`ve never broken someone`s bones
[x]21. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
[ ]22. I hate the rain sometimes
[x]23. I`m paranoid sometimes
[x]24. I own a 90`s pop CD
[x]25. I need money right now
[ ]26. I love Sushi
[x]27. I talk really, really fast sometimes
[xxx]28. I am cool
[ ]29. I have semi-long hair
[ ]30. I have lost money in Las Vegas
[x]31. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
[ ]32. I was born in a country outside of Canada
[x]33. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
[ ]34. I have a twin
[x]35. I`ve worn fake eyelashes/nails
[x]36. I couldn`t survive without Caller I.D.
[x]37. I like the way that I look sometimes
[x]38. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
[x]40. I have brown eyes (Hazel)
[ ]41. I am usually pessimistic
[xxx]42. I have a lot of mood swings
[ ]43. I think prostitution should be legalized
[ ]44. I think Kristin Kreuk is hot
[ ]44. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
[x]45. I have a hidden talent
[x]46. I`m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
[ ]47. I think that I`m popular
[x]48. I am currently single
[x]49. I have kissed someone of the same sex
[x]50. I enjoy talking on the phone
[ ]51. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
[x]52. I love to shop
[ ]53. I would rather shop than eat
[ ]54. I would classify myself as ghetto
[ ]55. I`m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
[ ]57. I`m obsessed with my online journal
[ ]58. I don`t hate anyone
[x]59. I`m a pretty good dancer (Depends what you define good as)
[?]60. I don`t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
[ ]61. I`m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
[ ]62. I have a cell phone
[x]63. I believe in God
[x]64. I watch MTV/VH1 on a daily basis
[x]65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
[x]66.I love drama to a point
[x]68. I`ve rejected someone before
[ ]69. I currently have a crush on someone ;)
[ ]70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
[x]71. I want to have children in the future
[x]72. I have changed a diaper before
[x]73. I`ve called the cops on a friend before
[ ]74. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
[ ]75. I`m not allergic to anything
[x]76. I have a lot to learn
[ ]77. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
[ ]78. I plan on seeing Ice Cube`s newest "Friday" movie
[ ]79. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
[ ]80. I am online 24/7, even as an away message
[ ]81. I have at least 5 away messages saved
[x]82. I have tried alcohol before
[x]83. I have made a move on a friend`s significant other in the past
[ ]84. I own the South Park movie
[ ]85. I have avoided assignments at work
[x]86. When I was a kid, I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
[x]87. I enjoy some country music
[XXXXXX]88. I want to beat Britney Spears with a rock for over an hour
[x]89. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza (even if it is a tad expensive)
[ ]90. I watch soap operas whenever I can
[ ]91. I`m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
[ ]92. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
[ ]93. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
[ ]94. I know all the words to Slick Rick`s "Children`s Story"
[xx]95. Halloween is awesome
[x]96. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
[x]97. I have dated a close friend`s ex
[ ]98. I`m happy as of this moment
[ ]99. I was born in the 80s but I am truly a child of the 90s
[ ]100. I haven`t showered in two days... and I like it.
[ ]101. I`d rather be in Germany than anywhere else
[ ]102. I`m obsessed with getting manicures/pedicures
[x]103. I want to visit Italy either for the first time or again
[x]104. I`m one of those types who is easily amused; the stupidest of things can make me laugh
[x]105. I have cried in the last week
[x]106. I have flirted with someone I didn`t like just to get something out of it
[ ]107. I like at least three British Comedy TV Shows
[ ]108. I`ve lived in one place for more than 10 years
[x]109. I have overslept and missed my classes
[x]110. I`ve been on TV
[x]111. I listen to music no matter what I am doing
[x]112. I yell at the TV when I watch sports
[ ]113. I miss being homeless
[XX]114. I am obsessed with WB dramas
[ ]115. I was in a situation where I almost died
[ ]116. I think that Burger King has the best burgers
[XX]117. I still love/like my ex( Considering he just dumped me today)
[x]118. I voted
[ ]119. I`m really shy around the same sex sometimes.
[x]120. I am gay and very much proud of who I am (bi actully)
[x]121. I sing no matter where I am or who I am with
[x]122. I wish I could be somewhere else right now
[x]123. I think the Spice Girls are still amazing
[x]124. I`m "out of the closet"
[x]125. I procrastinate 24/7
[x]126. I`m bored
[x]127. I`m going to or thinking of calling someone
[x]128. I like philosophy or thoughtful things
[x]129. When I like someone, it`s hard to stop
[x]130. I pretend to adapt
[ ]131. If I feel that my friends need me, I`m never gonna leave them even if I`m not comfortable with them
[x]132. I believe that you learn a lot after something hits you hard that make you change a lot in the inside even if it hurts
[ ]133. I wear both hollister and the north face
[x]134. I love old shows like Three`s Company and I Love Lucy
[x]135. I noticed that this survey had horrible punctuation and their capitalization deteriorated noticably at the end. (Most of the sentences are sentence fragments).
[x]136. I don`t have an iPod
[x]137. I hate my height
[x]138. I have a messy locker full of garbage.
[ ]139. I wanna dance like Usher
[x]140. I love to read "Chicken Soup For The Teenage Soul."
[x]141. i like my soul
[x]142. I got hit by a car b4
[x]143. Thinking about someone <3
[ ]144. I have wet dreams.
[ ]145. i hate mountain dew
[ ]146. I love J-pop songs and perform them in public.

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 23:43:40 GMT

Well today SUCKED!! Corey broke up with me..called me a hoe bagg and some other stupid shit...I don't know... So I don't know what I'm gonna do anymore... I still really like him...Ick...work is gonna be so weird..Meh.. So ya I'm single again...Iunno...I should stop trying to piss him off...cuz iunno he might freak and kill me...iunno.. Tomorrow is a half day...YAY!!

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 16:52:41 GMT

Well...last night Corey, Eric, Jess and I went to go see the Amityville Horror....Scariest fucking movie ever! I was like shaking and such....corey got his Tattoo thursday aand it looks so awsome:D...Grrrr...I have to work today... YAY...As of yesterday Corey and I have been going out for a month <3...Corey is going to Clevland now...so yay for that...ummmmm...I can't wait till May :D!!!! Oh Oh and I did a really assholeish thing and dumped Brendan for Nicky and then he felt really crappy which made me feel crappy...I swear I am never doing that for someone ever again..She didn't even really have a good reason too...she said he was annoying...So he was all depressed yesterday until he walked home with me...but then he told me he loved me later on msn...I was like dude...Goin' out with Corey...lol...anyways I have to go shower and such now...Later all...

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 23:14:44 GMT


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Wed, 13 Apr 2005 00:31:12 GMT

YAY!! I Dyed my hair tonight...it's dark red...I like it... I haven't really told anyone..I told Jess and Corey and now I'm writting it on here...I'm gonna go to school tomorrow and everyones gonna be like what the hell?? Meh... Don't Care! The only person I care if he likes it or not is Corey...and even then I don't really care if he likes it or not cuz I know he wont dumo me over it so I don't care. Anyways...Oh Oh YAY!! Yesterday Deanna and I asked my Dad if I could go to the Green Day and My Chemical Romance Concert And he said YES! YAY!! the Concert is on May 4 and Deanna has backstage passes...YAY!! Then I leave for Clevland on May 6...Oh Man...ok well I was just looking at my hair and it actully doesn't look that different...Meh...i like it!!

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 00:47:56 GMT

X off those you have seen.
(x)Back to the Future I, II, and III
(x)Napoleon Dynamite
(x)Saw
(x)White Noise
(x)Anger Managment
(x)50 First Dates
(x)Jason X
(x)Scream
(x)Scream 2
( x)Scream 3
(x)Scary Movie
(x )Scary Movie 2
(x)Scary Movie 3
(x)American Pie
( x)American Pie 2
( )American Wedding
(x)Harry Potter
(x)Harry Potter 2
(x)Harry Potter 3
(x)The Wedding Singer
( )Little Black Book
()The Village
()Donnie Darko
(x)Lilo & Stitch
(x)Finding Nemo
( )Finding Neverland
(x)13 Ghosts
(x)Signs
(x)The Grudge
(x)Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( )White Chicks
(x)Butterfly Effect
(x)Thirteen
( )I, Robot
()Dodgeball
()A Series Of Unfortunate Events
()Along Came A Spider
( )KingPin
(x)Never Been Kissed
( )Meet The Parents
( )Meet The Fockers
(x)Eight Crazy Nights
(x)A Cinderella Story
( )The Terminal
(x)The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( )passport to paris
(x)Dumb & Dumber
(x)Dumb & Dumberer
(x)Final Destination
(x)Final Destination 2
( )Halloween
(x)The Ring
(x)Practical Magic
(x)Chicago
(x)Ghost Ship
(x)From Hell
(x)Hellboy
(x)Secret Window
(x)I Am Sam
(x)The Whole Nine Yards
(x)The Day After Tomorrow
( )Child's Play
(x)Bride of Chucky
(x)Ten Things I Hate About You
(x)Just Married
(x)Gothika
(x)A Nightmare on Elm Street
(x)Sixteen Candles
( )Joy Ride
( )Seven
( )Identity
( )Lone Star
( )Cujo
( )A Bronx Tale
(x)Darkness Falls
( )Christine
(x)IT
( )Children of the Corn
(x)Maid in Manhattan
( )Frailty
(x)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x)She's All That
(x)Calender Girls [Ewww wish I hadn't]
( )Sideways
(x)Ever After
(x)Forrest Gump
( )Big Trouble in Little China
(x)Jeepers Creepers
( )Jeepers Creepers 2
(x)Catch Me If You Can
(x)The Others
(x)Freaky Friday
( )Reign of Fire
(x)Cruel Intentions
(x)The Hot Chick
(x)Swimfan
( )Miracle
(x)Old School
( )Ray
( )The Notebook
( )K-Pax
(x)Lord of the Rings
(x)Lord of the Rings 2
(x)Lord of the Rings 3
(x)A Walk to Remember
( )Boogeyman
(x)Hitch
( )Back Door Sluts 9
( )The Fifth Element
( )Slums Of Beverly Hills
( )Big Fish
(x)The Brave Little Toaster
(x)Alice In Wonderland
( )Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
( )Vertigo
(x)Almost Famous
( )The Graduate
( )A Streetcar Named Desire
( )Rigoletto
( )Sleepaway Camp
( )Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels
(x)Ocean's Eleven
(x)Phantom of the Opera
(x)Chasing Liberty
( )SLC Punk!
( )Velvet Goldmine
(x)Saved!
(x)How To Deal.
( )All I Want
(xxxxx)The Crow
( )Spies Like Us
(x) 24 Hour Party People

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 16:54:22 GMT

Last Night was AWSOME!! I went to get Corey at work and he was gonna go home and change but then he didn't and just me and him went to the movies...Jess was gonna come but she didn't feel like it...Aww Corey is sooo adorable..:D...I saw something that kinda upset me yesterday... I saw a friend of mine and I could tell that he was hurting and I know that if he is reading this he will know who he is... I don't expect him to tell me what is wrong I just want him to know that I am here for him and I don't want him to forget that....

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 16:19:04 GMT

Ok so Where did I leave off...ahhh yes...So after I called everyone or talked to them on msn it was only Jason, Corey and I that ended up going...meh...so Corey and I took them bus around 5:30-ish...and on the bus Corey was like "Gangsta what?? OMG I AM SOOO EMO", he thinks I'm emo too...IDIOT..then someone was like ...McDonalds blew up and Corey and I both turned around only to be disappointed to find out that it wasn't true...So we got to the mall and we walk around for a little while then I desided that I was hungry and we were standing there and Jason showed up outta now where...this was at like 6:15 and we weren't supposed to meeting Jason till 6:30-ish...anyways..they went to house of knives and I went and got Rootbeer from A&W and Linda was working and I didn't have any cash and I was gonna use debit for like less the $2 so she bought it for me:)...Then I had to find Corey and Jason who were still in house of knives...I think they wipped up their drool when I walked in...lol...anyways we walked around...went to gagz'n gigglez and there was a Rocky Horror Picture Show patch and I bought it...and I re-bought the anti-nazi cuz I lost it...Corey bought a Bad Religion patch and a DropKick Murphys Patch...then we went to Bulk Barn and bought cheep candy and then Corey and Jason went out for a smoke...when I think about it..Corey doesn't smoke that much...I think he's trying to quit :D...Probaly not though...meh...I don't care...He doesn't really do it around me anyways... Then we went into our movie "Guess Who" which is sooo cute...I had so much fun...Jason saw the whole movie but Corey and I didn't...I still Saw more then Corey did...Hehe...I can multi-task...Wow! does that ever sound dirty...we get your mind outta the gutter...GEEZ SICKO'S!!...Ok so after the movie we went to the bus station and we saw James[bad one] and I freaked out...and I never thought that corey listened to me but he actully does cuz he was like is that him and I was like ya...I asked him how he knew and he said he saw the red visor...HOLY CRAP! I forgot I even told about the red visor...I knew James wouldn't try anything cuz Corey is a big guy and Jason is the same size as Corey...So then the bus came and James got on the same buz...it was soooo creepy...Then we were sitting on the bus and Corey was rapping...it made me wanna die a lil... I also had the urge to punch him right in the head...lol...So then I took the bus home with Corey..Jason got off at the Hespeler terminal so he could take the 66 and Corey stayed with me :D So before I got off I told Corey to call me before he went to work this morning to that I would know to either go to work to meet him or wait till he got home...anyways he forgot so now Jess and I are going to my work at 4:30 to see if he's coming and if he has to go home then we'll just go to the mall and get him to meet us there...Alrighty...well This is really long so ya thats what happened yesterday....:D

HeHe

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 13:26:31 GMT

Ok well lets start off with after school yesterday...Ok well I was walking home with Brendan, Nicky and Troy when this lil grade 9 walked past me and went " God can you walk any slower" So naturally me being me said "actully I can" Then I said " Can you walk any faster?" She said yes then I said "fine then do it so I don't have to see your ugly face"...Incase you couldn't tell I was having a little bit of a bad day...Corey and I almost broke up at lunch it was really said but ya..back to after school...so then she came up and started bitching in my face and I pushed her...Like really hard...that made her flip out even more sooo....I pushed her again...Well that was a mistake...i had no Idea who this chick was and then I found out that he name is Christie and she was grade 9 queen of the whores...Well somehow in this very short period of time Amanda Baggs showed up...She got all up in my face and was like are you starting shit??....Oh Course I said no...Have you seen her she could sit on m and kill me...but I'm probaly gonna get my ass kicked and I don't really care...Corey said he was gonna talk to some people but I don't want him to cuz I got myself into this mess so now I'mm gonna get my self out....If she wants to fight me on monday she can I'm not even gonna hit I'm just gonna stand there...she can call me a pussy all she wants...but the min she throws a punch at me she's fucked cuz now i can get her ass in trouble...cuz i never hit her :)...Ok so I got home in one peice and I called Corey,Jason, Nicky, and Jess and talked to James[good one] on msn to see if they wanted to go to the movies...I'll continue later....

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 20:46:28 GMT

Well, I'm having sooo much fun...Corey is awsome...although we like beat on each other like all the time but it doesn't really hurt...He's so damn funny, Nicky and Brendan are going out and see them together makes me wanna throw up a lil...cuz he's ugly and she's not that hott either...ick...Well my dad is pissing me off but I think he does shit just to piss me off...So glad that I'm going out tonight...Anyways I must go cuz I have to get pictures done with my mom and my brother...ewwww...double-ick but it's better then being home.

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 23:11:24 GMT

Well..today is like...BORING!! Well...I'm on msn and so is Corey but he's not talking to me..grrr...I am so bored! I made bread..mmmm....bread....and a giant cookie shaped like a bunny head...ya I went on a baking frenzie! GRRRR I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOO BORED!!!! SOMEONE KILL ME PLLLLEEAAAASSEEEE!!!

This Is For Jaymi...

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 21:14:00 GMT

Well, I sent Andrew...aka..nameless, Jaymi's rant last night...even though he is a total asshole and I can't stand him I still think he should know.. and even though she was made at me when she found out I sent it to him... I don't care.. it did good.. at least he knows why she is so pissed...I know she is mad at me know for it but I also know that she'll het over it. and she will eventually see my plan. I know yesterday I said all this bad stuff about Andrew yesterday..and most of it is true..but today he thanked me for sending him that email..which means he does care...so Jaymi I don't think you should look at it like such a bad thing... your right maybe that is the only reason he talked to you... but i think you are wrong wanna know why?? Cuz he talked to you... think about how many times Andrew has done the same thing to me and people have told him about it and what has he done...NOTHING! YA thats right Nothing! So he must really eanna fix it if he's making an effort. Dude ya gotta look at both sides of the coin... I know I'm not always the best person to go to for advise and when you do I'm normaly right...Just think about.....

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 21:50:46 GMT

Well today was interesting...Corey wasn't with me at lunch cuz he told off one of his techers so he went home...I didn't go to Rugby practise this morning cuz i was in pain from yesterday...grrr..There's this guy at my school who is all like oh I'm so cool and emo like but he's not he's a total asshole..wow this could go for 2 people i know but like no...he's so stupid..if you don't like what he likes then he like makes fun of you for it...Well at least I'm not a guy wearing tight girl pants...and it wouldn;t be so bad if he wasn't fat...but...he is and it's friggin nasty...and in one of his msn display pics he's sucking his cheeks in so he looks skinny and it says slut under it...but like seriously friggen ewww...I can't stand him...he's the loser that can't get anyone to go in his band...honestly it's not a band if it is just you and your friggin dad who lives in holland...that's not a band...he made all this murch and crap which is totaly stupid...and at one point he did have a full band but everyone left cuz he was an asshole. And then there's Andrew...he is so gonna get what's coming to him cuz if he's to fuckin good to talk to me at school then why the fuck should i waste my time being in his stupid church band...seriously after I buy adams bass I'm gonaa give andrew the pink bass and tell him to find a new bass player...well I'd give it to Glenn but ya..Andrew wants to be an asshole so can I and if I wanted to be really evil I could just tell him I'm not gonna be in the band anymore and not give him the bass... iunno ...I'm just gonna give Glenn back his bass and tell him to hold on to it. I haven't really liked Andrew for awhile but now he is 'to good' for everyone but if he wants to be like that, then as far as I'm concerned he can fuck him self and oh if you are reading this and you ever get the chance to go to a HANDICAP PARKING show...Don't they suck...

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 23:46:09 GMT

HA...JESS EFFED HIS BRAINS OUT!!....HA

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 23:10:16 GMT

Well,today has been a pretty good day...I guess...Iunno it's been weird...Corey asked me to be in his band but thats old news but like whenever I'm with him...iunno....but ya I start Rugby tomorrow..Corey doesn't think that I should play cuz I'm gonna get hurt..well duh dude thats why they call it rugby...not golf...Grrr...I have to work tonight at 8 to 11:30...Saturday Jess is getting her tongue peirced and oh oh... I started plans on my B-Day party!! It's gonna have a Rocky Horror Picture Show theme and you have to dress up...YAYAY!! Well...today has been truley funny...

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 18:11:02 GMT

Well...today is sucking more than anyone could imagine...I'm goin to my moms till like 10 tonight so that I'm not at my house...If you have no idea what I'm talkin about thats ok there is more to come later. I can't believe this is happening again. Oh well what can I do?? This whole weekend is gonna suck cuz Corey is working and Jess is gone to her Dads. Oh Man.. I can't wait till monday...see all my friends...wont be alone anymore...iunno I wrote to songs yesterday I'll post them on here next entry or whenever I remember...

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 16:50:53 GMT

I choose neither....James...sorry dude but no...Brendan...sorry but No...COREY...HELLZ YA!!

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 14:06:48 GMT

Put an "x" in the box's which apply to you.

[ x] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x ] I've consumed alcohol.

[x ] I've run away from home. (I've Tried to)

[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.

[x] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb. (i do think he's dumb tho)

[x] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.

[ ] I am for Bush.

[ ] I listen to political music. (i didn't know there was such a thing)

[ ] I collect comic books.

[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.

[ ] I open up to others easily.

[x] I am keeping a secret from the world

[x] I watch the news.

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.

[ ] I own an iPod or MP3

[ ] I own something from Hot Topic

[x] I love Disney Movies.

[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes

[ ] I don't kill bugs.

[x] I curse regularly.

[ ] I paid for that cell phone ring.

[x] I like sports.

[ ]I have "x"s in my screen name.

[] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.

[ ] I love Spam.

[ ] I bake well.

[x] I would wear pajamas to school.

[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

[x] I have a job.

[ ] I love Martha Stewart.

[ ] I am in love with love.

[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.

[x] I am self conscious.

[x] I like to laugh.

[ ] I smoke a pack a day.

[ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.

[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.

[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[] I can't swallow pills.

[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem

[x] I eat fast food weekly.

[x] I have many scars.

[x] I've been out of this country

[x] I believe in ghosts.

[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.

[x] I am really ticklish.

[ ] I see a therapist.

[] I love white chocolate.

[x] I bite my nails.

[x] I am comfortable with being me.

[x] I play video games.

[ ] I'm single

[x] I'm in a relationship

[x] Gotten lost in your city

[x] Saw a shooting star

[x] Been to any other countries besides the united states

[ ] I Had a serious Surgery

[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas

[x] I have Kissed a Stranger

[x] Hugged a stranger

[x] Been in a fist fight

[x] Been arrested

[x] Laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose

[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator

[x] Made out in an elevator

[x] Swore at your parents

[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts

[x] Been close to love

[ ] Been to a casino

[ ] Been skydiving

[x] Broken a bone

[x] Skipped school

[x] mooned/flashed someone

[x] Saw a therapist

[x] Done the splits

[x] Played spin the bottle

[x] Gotten stitches

[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour

[x] Bitten someone

[x] Been to Niagara Falls

[x] Gotten the chicken pox

[x] Kissed a member of the same sex

[ ] Crashed into a friend's car

[ ] Been to Japan

[x] Ridden in a taxi

[x] Shoplifted

[ ] Been fired

[x] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex

[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back

[ ] Stole something from your job

[x] Gone on a blind date

[x] Lied to a friend

[ ] Had a crush on a teacher

[ ] Celebrated mardigras in New Orleans

[ ] Been to Europe

[ ] Slept with a co-worker

[ ] Been married

[ ] Gotten divorced

[ ] Had children

[x] Saw someone dying

[ ] Been to Africa

[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day

[x] Been to Canada (of course!)

[ ] Been to Mexico

[x] Been on a plane

[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show (DUH!! It's only my fav. Movie)

[ ] Thrown up in a bar

[x] Eaten Sushi (it's disturbing to me)

[x] Been snowboarding

[x] Been Skiing

[ ] Met someone in person from the internet

[x] Been moshing at a rock show (DUH!!! HAVE YOU MET ME LATELY!!?!?!?!?!)

[x] Been to a moto cross show

[ ] Lost a child

[ ] Gone to college

[ ] Graduated college

[ ] Done hard drugs

[x] Taken painkillers

[x] Had someone cheat on you

[xxxxxxx] Miss someone right now